why is there so many questions on this world that you cant answer? ever thought tryin to get rid of those answers? or do you have to live throught it one by one? is gaining problems in life easier than working everyday for money? whats the point of life? when you live for a period of time and die bringing down all your accomplishments and problems with you? do you ever feel like your being taken away from somethin or someone? or someone takin away someone or somethin that you love? how do you feel? do you ever feel like your in a well and you cant get out of it? does the dark scare not because theres no light but the loneiness that you feel? do you ever want to hold someone that youknoe that wont leave you in the dark? ever felt ofbein in jail mentally? ever felt gettin out of the jail but feels like youre going back really soon? do you ever feel like no one understands you? do you ever feel like you wanna just end your life so you dont have to deal with the problems or the pressure? do you ever want to cry and cry and cry and hope that all your unhappiness goes away? do you like your dreams? do you ever feel like your in a dream for a pretty long period of time? do you hope your in the dream? or get out? do you ever want to get out of the dream but dont wanna wake up because you dont wanna face your problems? do you think problems goes away forever? does everythin stuff bored you? or amazes you for the stuff you go throught everyday? do you ever open your wardrobe and feels like your decidin what kind of mood you wanna act for the day instead of the clothes that you wear? do you get frustrateed cause of that? do you daydream? do you think about the future? do you think bout the future and get messed up with the present or the past? do you look back in the pst and appreiates it? do you get annoyed reading all the questions in your head that you cant solve in the past, present and maybe the future? do you think havin a plan and being smart could solve those stupid problems? do you ever want to continue somethin that you end? do you think about the problems when you have time especially the time when your sleeping and early in the morning, and sometimes in the middle of the night? do you think theres people thats meant to be? soulmates? fate? do you ever feel weird about really deep things? do you ever wonder how long you could fall when you get hit? do you ever feel how deep a cut could be not on your outside but in the inside? do you ever feel scared about stuff that you knoe you shouldn't be afraid of? is all these questions annoying you? do you ever play a game but sooner or later you wish you were in that game no matte rhow high the difficulties is? does people judge you? does people compare you? or do you compare yourself? if so, why do you compare yourself to that person? do you ever feel like nothing is going your way?  do you think everyone is not virgin because life fucks you up the day you were arrived in this world? do you ever wanna just walk away from everyting because you think the problems would just stay there in a spot? do you love the way you are now? do you love someone? and feel love back? do you think you ever gonna be loved? do you have a hard time sayin "i love you" to the person that you love? do you get hurt easily? mentally and physically? r u having a hard time answerin all those questions? do you care if you are? do you think anyone cares if you are or not? keep on thinkin until your sure but dont think too long before anything that was brought to you gets taken away because your too late.ever feel lefted out because you feel like youre the onli one that dont knoe about somethin? does that drive you crazy? do you get mad at that person? do you get mad wheh they said they trust you but dont tell anything? why do you get mad if this happen? why? =\

its been so long i dont even knoe they change the weblogg thingy but okay i just wanna say...happy anniversary baby! its one year!!!

rest in peace nicky

1967-october 29th 2003                                 

why do such a good person die so quickly and young =*[

no one knows because no1 notice

wouldn't it be better if a person that's sad starts cryin which could make him happy right away?

does tat make sense at all?